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death of despair (suicide) due to under/untreated pain

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   Andrew Alligood, on July 18, 2020 at 1:33 pm said:

   I cried to see all these beautiful people gone due to a condition well within our ability to ease,but then you have the DEA,CDC,FDA with ice water for blood in their veins.Trust me everyone,that groans thru every 24 hrs.with teeth gritting bolts of pain.As for myself,its either let them chip on my spinal cord[after 2 hip replacements and a nice little dose of stage2A breast cancer]or no more opiods.I will need them more than ever if I survive these surgeries and still able to walk.I praise Jesus for the skill of Dr.Khaky who cut the cancer demon out.so far,its gone.It better stay gone.But the osteo troubles are like carrying a Kenworth on my back all day every day.The only thing that has stopped me from ending my life is Scripture.I believe it is one of St.Paul’s verses,but it says”DONT YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT YOUR OWN?YOU WERE BOUGHT AT A PRICE!”And we all know Who paid that price.If you really cant bear it,then I encourage you to seek out illegal street drugs,especially if all the Drs.you begged for help from are dicks.Please pray every night that God will remove your pain.I am SO scared to face the Lord for taking away a thing that He suffered so much to give you.And I consider dying every day cause my pain is that bad.I have a caring Dr.,but if I lose that Dr.I am screwed!!I just want to plead the Cause of Christ on all of you and myself to help us thru it.For those who have taken the life that was given them,I feel certain God would never condemn you for it cuz all of you were victims of cruelty,apathy and malpractice.Rest in perfect peace dearly departed and hold fast to Jesus,all of we still here hurting.You never know what will happen.God is still at the controls!Amen and Aloha,Lisa Alligood

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