Sudden, Unexpected Death in Chronic Pain Patients

www.ushealthtimes.com/sudden-unexpected-death-in-chronic-pain-patients/

Sudden, unexpected death may occur in a severe, chronic pain patient, and the terminal event may be unrelated to medical therapeutics. Fortunately, sudden death is not as commonly observed in pain patients as in past years most likely due to better access to at least some treatment. Sudden death still occurs, however, and practitioners need to know how to spot an “at-risk” patient.

Unexpected, sudden death due to severe pain is poorly appreciated, since many observers still view severe pain as a harmless nuisance rather than a potential physiologic calamity. In many cases, just prior to death, the patient informs their family that they feel more ill than usual and seek relief in their bed or on their couch. Unfortunately, some of these patients don’t awaken. Other patients die, without warning, in their sleep or are found collapsed on the floor. Modern medicine’s aggressive toxicology and forensic procedures after death have contributed to the poor understanding of pain’s death threat. In some cases, a pain patient that was being treated appropriately with an opioid or other agent with overdose or abuse potential has suddenly and unexpectedly died. Drugs were found in body fluids after death, and in my opinion a coroner wrongly declared the death to be an “accidental overdose” or “toxic reaction” to drugs rather than implicate the real culprit, which may have been an “out-of-control” pain flare.

This article is partially intended to call attention to the fact that the mere finding of abusable drugs at autopsy doesn’t necessarily mean that the drugs caused the death. In fact, the drugs may have postponed death. Some physicians have been falsely accused of causing deaths due to drug overtreatment when, in fact, undertreatment of pain may have caused the death. Additionally, opioid blood levels assessed at autopsy of a patient who died suddenly are all too often wrongfully considered accidental overdoses because the pathologist is unaware that chronic pain patients on a stable dose of opioids can be fully functional with serum levels of their prescribed opioids that far exceed lethal levels in opioid-naïve patients.1

Given here are the mechanisms of sudden, unexpected death in pain patients and some protective measures that practitioners must take to keep from being falsely accused of causing a sudden, unexpected death. More importantly, given here are some clinical tips to help identify the chronic pain patient who is at high risk of sudden, unexpected death so that more aggressive pain treatment can be rendered.

A Brief Anecdotal History
As a senior medical student at Kansas University in the early 1960s, I was required to take a rural preceptorship with a country doctor. In making our rounds one day to the county’s nursing home, I heard a farmer’s wife declare, “pain killed my mother last night.” Since then, I’ve repeatedly heard that pain killed a loved one. Folklore frequently mentions that people die “from,” as well as “in” pain. There is, however, little written detail of these events.

In the early years of my pain practice, which I began in 1975, I had several patients die suddenly and unexpectedly. This rarely happens to me today as I’ve learned to “expect the unexpected” and to identify which patients are at high risk of sudden death. In recent years, I’ve reviewed a number of litigation and malpractice cases of sudden, unexpected death in chronic pain patients. In some of these cases, physicians were accused of over- or misprescribing and causing a sudden, unexpected death, even though the patient had taken stabilized dosages of opioids and other drugs for extended periods. Also, the autopsy showed no evidence of pulmonary edema (a defining sign for overdose and respiratory depression). In cases where the physician was falsely accused, the post-death finding of abusable drugs in body fluids caused a family member, regulatory agency, or public attorney to falsely bring charges against a physician.

Setting and Cause
Unexpected deaths in chronic pain patients usually occur at home. Sometimes the death is in a hospital or detoxification center. The history of these patients is rather typical. Most are too ill to leave home and spend a lot of time in bed or on a couch. Death often occurs during sleep or when the patient gets up to go to the toilet. In some cases, the family reports the patient spent an extraordinary amount of time on the toilet just prior to collapse and death. Sudden and unexpected death, however, can occur anywhere at any time, as pain patients who have died unexpectedly and suddenly have been found at work or in a car.

Coronary spasm and/or cardiac arrhythmia leading to cardiac arrest or asystole is the apparent cause of death in the majority of these cases, since no consistent gross pathology has been found at autopsy.2-5 Instant cardiac arrest appears to account for sudden collapse or death during sleep. Perhaps constipation and straining to pass stool may be cardiac strain factors as some pain patients die during defecation. Acute sepsis due to adrenal failure and immune suppression may account for some sudden deaths.

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Two Mechanisms of Cardiac Death
Severe pain is a horrific stress.6,7 Severe pain flares, acute or chronic, cause the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis to produce glucocorticoids (cortisol, pregnenolone) and catecholamines (adrenalin and noradrenalin) in an effort to biologically contain the stress.8,9 Catecholamines have a direct, potent stimulation effect on the cardiovascular system and severe tachycardia and hypertension result.10 Pulse rates may commonly rise to more than 100 beats per minute and even rise to more than 130 beats per minute. Blood pressure may reach more than 200 mmHg systolic and more than 120 mmHg diastolic. In addition to adrenal catecholamine release, pain flares cause overactivity of the autonomic, sympathetic nervous system, which add additional stimulation to catecholamine-induced tachycardia and hypertension. Physical signs of autonomic, sympathetic overactivity, in addition to tachycardia and hypertension, may include mydriasis (dilated pupil), sweating, vasoconstriction with cold extremities, hyperreflexia, hyperthermia, nausea, diarrhea, and vomiting.

References

  1. Tennant F. Tennant blood study: summary report. Pract Pain Manage. 2006;6(2):28-41.
  2. Drummond PD. The effect of pain on changes in heart rate during the Valsalva manoeuvre. Clin Auton Res. 2003;13(5):316-320.
  3. Tousignant-Laflamme Y, Rainville P, Marchand S. Establishing a link between heart rate and pain in healthy subjects: a gender effect. J Pain. 2005;6(6):341-347.
  4. Möltner A, Hölzl R, Strian F. Heart rate changes as an autonomic component of the pain response. Pain. 1990;43(1):81-89.
  5. Nyklicek I, Vingerhoets AJ, Van Heck GL. Hypertension and pain sensitivity: effects of gender and cardiovascular reactivity. Biol Psychol. 1999;50(2):127-142.
  6. Lewis KS, Whipple JK, Michael KA, Quebbeman EJ. Effect of analgesic treatment on the physiological consequences of acute pain. Am J Hosp Pharm. 1994;51(12):1539-1554.
  7. Heller PH, Perry F, Naifeh K, Gordon NC, Wachter-Shikura N, Levine J. Cardiovascular autonomic response during preoperative stress and postoperative pain. Pain. 1984;18(1):33-40.

Begging at the pharmacy counter ?

Today I called Walmart Pharmacy to check if my usual monthly refill of Mallickrodt fentanyl patches was in stock. The pharmacist on duty told me that they do not carry the Mallinckrodt brand of fentanyl patches, and they can’t order the patches for me, as they aren’t available due to a recall – but they DO carry Alvogen patches, and they can fill my Rx with those. (I can’t use Alvogen patches; they give me terrible side-effects and leave my skin red and raw.)

I got off the phone with Walmart Pharmacy and immediately called Mallinckrodt’s toll-free number, and found out that I’d been blatantly lied to by the pharmacist. There is no recall. Period. Not on any of Mallinckrodt’s fentanyl patch dosages. After I called Mallinckrodt, I called 5 different area pharmacies, and found that 2 of them carry the Mallinckrodt fentanyl patches I need. So my immediate problem is solved, but I’m really annoyed.

I find myself wondering what kind of a financial deal Walmart has made with Alvogen to only carry their brand of fentanyl patches, and no others. I understand the business practice of changing suppliers to get the best price. But to flat-out lie to me about the availability of my preferred brand – to tell me they’ve been recalled! – is unethical. I’d say they should be ashamed of themselves, but it’s Walmart I’m talking about, and this is far from the first problem I’ve had with their pharmacy. *sigh*

Tomorrow should be interesting. I’m planning to physically go to Walmart’s pharmacy, talk to the pharmacist, and request that they order the Mallinckrodt patches for me. I’m really curious to hear the answer – which probably varies by which pharmacist is on duty. Depending on what response I get, I may be switching one or all of my prescriptions to a different pharmacy.

I’m too old, and in too much pain all the time, to tolerate crappy service – or being lied to.

The above was a comment on the web about a Pharmacist at WalMart “lying to a pt”.. about the ability to get a particular company’s generic. Maybe I am odd man out, but a business – any business – that I catch lying to me… they automatically get a position on my “shit list” and I find another business that welcomes me and my money and obviously appreciates my patronage.

I suspect in the above incident, WalMart has decided that they are only going to stock the particular generic company’s product.. probably because of COST and as far as the buyer is concerned… all company’s generics ARE THE SAME… and they don’t want their 3000 – 4000 pharmacies to be stocking 6-12 different manufacturer’s products of the same generic… just because that is what the pt wants/needs. So they only stock the one in their warehouse and/or if they purchase from a wholesaler, they have instructed the wholesaler to only send that one particular company’s product(s) to their stores.

People are using bug spray to get high and it’s really dangerous

https://www.theindychannel.com/news/local-news/indianapolis/people-are-using-bug-spray-to-get-high-and-its-really-dangerous

INDIANAPOLIS — In a state where drug overdoses continue to rise, people are finding new ways to get high and emergency crews are warning about one of the latest dangerous trends: bug spray. 

Indianapolis firefighters are making several runs a day because of someone suspected of abusing bug spray, a form of what’s known as KD. 

Indianapolis Fire Department Captain Chris Major said the person just sprays the bug spray onto an item, rolls it up and smokes it and it doesn’t take much for a person to have a severe reaction. 

Some of the symptoms of KD include the patient being catatonic, unable to walk or breathe, hardly speaking or vomiting among dozens of others. 

“Kind of like a zombie,” said Captain Major. “We started describing it like zombielike, where they might be eating the grass that they’re lying in or they are tearing at their clothes.”

The Director of Indiana Poison Center at IU Health Dr. Daniel Rusyniak says the biggest problem is how easily accessible bug spray is to anyone of any age. 

“They no longer have to drive to a shady street corner,” said Dr. Rusyniak. “They can get on the internet and they can order this and it can be delivered to their house by Amazon.”

It’s also becoming popular because it’s one of the many synthetic drugs that can’t be detected on a standard drug test. 

“If you think, ‘well my school is doing drug testing so I don’t have to worry about my kid’ well, some of the drug testings may steer kids into using a lot more of these synthetic type drugs because they’re not detected,” said Dr. Rusyniak. 

And although the trend seems to plague the east side, Dr. Rusyniak says they’ve treated people of all ages and backgrounds for abuse of synthetic drugs and anyone can fall victim to using them. 

“You just kind of wonder what’s going to be the next thing,” said Dr. Rusyniak. “If they’re doing this now, what are they going to do next?”

 

 

Forgotten Victims of America’s Opoid Crisis

www.harpers.org/archive/2018/04/the-pain-refugees/

 

 

what you don’t see WILL COST YOU…

You know when you buy/pay premiums for insurance … you sort of expect to get some coverage…  Barb has been on the same Part D program since it started in 2006.. Originally it was a company owned by the National Association of Chain Drugs Stores (NACDS) and National Community Pharmacists Association ( NCPA)..  but the program changed hands several times over the years and ended up several years ago being owned by CVS Health.

Barb went on Medicare Disability in 1996 and for nearly 10 yrs she had no prescription insurance,  I had to become accustomed to paying out $2,000 – $3,000 for a 90 days supply of her meds. Once she got the Part D insurance, I would get her meds filled the first week of Jan – 90 days supply  and she would then be in the “donut hole”..  filling them again the first week of April and she would be in the catastrophic level… where her co-pays were only 5% for the balance of the year.

Over the years, as her brand name meds became available generically, the out of pocket co-pays continued to be less – by and large.  She had a couple of meds that had PA’s and/or had been dropped from they formulary, but I had managed to get them to be covered. So as the end of a year came and went, we stayed on the same program.

This year, I noticed that her co-pays seemed to be MUCH HIGHER…  what was $15-$20 co-pays now were $30 – $60 co-pays. I started really reading the pharmacy receipts and they put on there what the insurance paid and I was seeing a lot of receipts with SILVER SCRIPTS PAYING $0.00. In fact, in 2018 out of 13 Rxs… SILVER SCRIPTS paid $0.00 on ELEVEN OF THEM..

So I went to SILVER SCRIPTS website and downloaded Barb’s medication records for 2017 and 2018… and put them on a spread sheet.

In 2017, there were 37 prescriptions.. and SILVER SCRIPTS paid just at 50% of the total.  When I totaled up 2018… SILVER SCRIPTS paid abt 15%… since all but one of Barb’s medications in 2018 was the same as in 2017.  I was basically comparing apples to apples.

After digging a little deeper, it would appear that the independent pharmacy that we use.. is not one of their “preferred pharmacies”… in fact the county in which we live – population about 80,000 there are only TWO PREFERRED PHARMACIES… BOTH CVS’.. about 8 miles from our house and they are about 3 blocks apart… on one of the busiest and congested roads int the county, one is a former Target pharmacy, and her co-pays would be LESS, up to 40% less..  if I went to one of their PREFERRED PHARMACIES. In fact, in three adjacent counties, there is only TWO INDEPENDENT PHARMACIES that are part of their preferred pharmacy network.

Apparently, in previous years, rural pharmacies were automatically included in their preferred network. The independent pharmacy that we use, is the only pharmacy in about 5 miles.. about 2 miles from our house and if I can’t get out… Barb doesn’t drive anymore.. .they would deliver prescriptions to our home.

Digging some more, I found that if we paid twice as much monthly premiums, – a “different plan” .. that their PREFERRED PHARMACY NETWORK… included most of the chain pharmacies in the county, but not the independent pharmacy that we prefer to patronize.

Normally under Medicare/Medicaid… prices/allowables are FIXED and pts have a freedom of choice of providers. There is no such thing as “preferred providers”… the provider either participates in Medicare/Medicaid or they don’t. Is CVS HEALTH/CAREMARK/SILVER SCRIPTS making up their own rules as they go along ?

I was under the impression that Medicare Part D was suppose to be moving towards a straight 75%/25% or 80%/20% payments by 2020 and Pres Trump stated today on TV that Seniors were going to start paying LESS for their medications…  Maybe SILVER SCRIPTS has raised prices so that they can claim to have lowered them when the President makes them go lower ?

I intend to make some phone calls..

Trump: ADDICTION IS NOT OUR FUTURE…

This morning I had Fox Business on and Dr Marc Siegel was on Varney & Co… Apparently Dr Siegel has been indoctrinated by someone who is on “team Trump”… but.. I did notice that on most statements that he made he put a “qualifier” on his statements… “.. this will work sometime…”… ” I think that this will work..”.. he stated that a recent studied indicated that IBUPROFEN was as effected as opiates… most people that… that study was a “JUNK STUDY “…and was still using the 250 million opiate Rxs being prescribed/dispensed… when the latest figure – that I have seen – is 215 million. And he stated that Trump wants opiate prescriptions reduced by 1/3 – ANOTHER 70 MILLION GONE ???

After that show.. I went out to run some errands and when I got back a couple of hrs later, I flipped on the TV and there is TRUMP… who is proposing to “execute drug dealers”.. and who is going to be the judge, jury and executor ? the DEA… we know that they only go after those who they have very SOLID evidence that they are, in fact, prescribing/dispensing opiates excessively. NOT !!!

Then Trump pulled up a couple who lost their young son to a Heroin overdose.. and his Mother admitted that he started taking opiates out of the family’s medicine cabinet and moved on to street drugs and OD. If those opiates were not prescribed to him.. then the opiates that he started experimenting with… were ILLEGAL OPIATES… just like those bought on the street, or was robbed from a pharmacy… but that really didn’t seem to make much of a difference to those in attendance. All that seemed to matter was at ONE TIME.. they were legal pharmaceutical opiates.

Somewhere along the line ..TRUMP stated that we were going to have a “addiction free generation”… My only thought was… “what has he been smoking…” ?

I hate it that there is a growing “roar” of vote the Republicans out.. has anyone noticed that there seems to be TWO PLAY BOOKS… one for the party in the majority and another one for the party in the minority and they just seem to “play their role” depending if they are in the majority or the minority.

In the longer term, it doesn’t seem to do much by kicking one of the two political parties out of the majority and put the other one in… Is it time for putting a NEW THIRD POLITICAL PARTY IN POWER ?

If he loses his job we will lose everything and his disease will progress

My husband has worked as maintenance for over 20yrs and been on fmla disability for most that time.he has iracnoiditis and degenerative disc disease. And has had kidney failer when he was 18 and suffered permanent damage from that and can’t take ibuprofen or anything that could effect his kidneys.he has went to neurosurgens and they recommended fentenyal he tried it and couldn’t take side effects. So his doctor put him on morphine and has been on high doses stable for years.even with his meds he has flare ups and has to take up to 4 days a month off.now the insurance he pays for tried to cut him to 1 3rd of what he used to take.we filed 1st appeal and they only gave him half of what he was stable on for only 2 months.he has become depressed stressed and defeated.he just wants to support his family. How can they have the power to hold his job over his head.he does nothing outside of work now and is starting to miss days and we can’t afford it.he supports 2 family’s.someone has to do something he cannot have any quality of life without pain relief. If he loses his job we will lose everything and his disease will progress.there is no cure for his disease so that means its pallative. We are in constant fear of our lives falling apart. This is not his fault that he has a disability and he should be allowed to support his family.

Attorney general objects to proposed distribution of settlement funds

https://www.wvgazettemail.com/news/cops_and_courts/attorney-general-objects-to-proposed-distribution-of-settlement-funds/article_8fa2f492-5523-5cc9-9700-cd8c4ca79426.html

The West Virginia Attorney General’s office has filed an objection to the distribution of money from a settlement with a subsidiary of Johnson & Johnson.

Kanawha Circuit Judge Duke Bloom was on pace to approve the distribution of West Virginia’s share of a $33 million settlement by Feb. 23, but Douglas Davis, representing the DWI Guys serving all of Syracuse and nearby areas general’s office objected to how that money was going to be spent.

West Virginia was one of 42 states to reach the settlement with McNeil-PPC Inc. in May 2017, and the state is set to get $441,277.96, according to court documents.

 

The lawsuit alleged McNeil-PPC Inc. illegally promoted their over-the-counter drugs ( Medications involved included Tylenol, Motrin, Benadryl, St. Joseph Aspirin, Sudafed, Pepcid, Mylanta, Rolaids, Zyrtec and Zyrtec Eye Drops. )as meeting federal standards for manufacturing, when there were significant issues with the drugs’ quality and effectiveness, Attorney General Patrick Morrisey said when he announced the settlement. You should be planning out your estate for a better future.

In a proposed order to distribute the funds, nearly $400,000 would go to the West Virginia University College of Law for a program to develop a program to train law students(see more) to assist with drug and consumer related issues, Douglas said in the objection. You can get discrimination lawyers in Fresno if you are going through some issue.

Instead of sending settlement money to WVU’s law school, Douglas recommended the settlement be paid to the West Virginia Center for Drug and Health Information, which is operated by WVU’s School of Pharmacy. You can continue reading here about the accident attorneys.

Nick Casey, former chief of staff for Gov. Jim Justice, is the guardian ad litem in the case, meaning he’s in charge of reviewing the proposed judgment and distribution of the funds.

In a previous report, Casey outright rejected sending the money to the law school.

Casey most recently filed a report in the case on March 13.

In the latest report, Casey said sending the money to WVU’s law school wouldn’t be the best use of the funds, saying the proposed law program wouldn’t “result in one support of individual consumers of medication.”

 

Casey additionally suggests settlement money could be distributed to programs run through the University of Charleston School of Pharmacy and the West Virginia Board of Medicine.

Casey said the settlement would be most beneficial to West Virginians if it’s used to support programs “where there is regular interaction with citizens of West Virginia on a diverse array of health and medication issues.”

Casey supports the attorney general’s office taking costs and reasonable attorney’s fees from the settlement amount, but he argues that the rest of the settlement money should not go to the attorney general’s consumer protection fund. know what one can do legally after getting injured by someone else.

The West Virginia Legislature has the ability to move money from that fund to the state’s general revenue fund. As of Casey’s March 13 filing, that fund had more than $11 million, Casey said in his report.

Once attorney’s fees and other costs are taken out of the $441,277.96 settlement, Casey said the total consumer recovery was represented as being $96,000.

As of Thursday, no hearing had been scheduled in the case.

The attorney general’s office subtracted their “reasonable attorney’s fees and office costs”… leaving 96,000 – about 20% of the total settlement – and was UNHAPPY because the remainder wasn’t going to a LAW SCHOOL… but proposed to be sent to a Board of Medicine and Pharmacy school to deal with “health issues” within the state.  Once again, the law profession demonstrates that it is self-serving ?

Quantifying the Epidemic of Prescription Opioid Overdose Deaths

http://ajph.aphapublications.org/doi/10.2105/AJPH.2017.304265

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Just remember the number in the first paragraph.. of the 64K overdose deaths that they always throw around 66.4% involves opiates…  it is claimed that NSAID’s kill 15,000/yr.. but.. a lot of people – in talking about opiate deaths – like to throw out that 64K overdose deaths and never explains that they are not all opiate related deaths..

The authors of this article want a better stat on pharmaceutical grade of opiates vs illegal opiates… what they also ignore.. is that once a opiate gets into the hand of someone other than who it was legally prescribed for.. it becomes an ILLEGAL OPIATE.  Doesn’t make any difference if they got them from a friend’sa legal prescription, robbed a pharmacy or bought them on the street… THEY ARE ILLEGAL OPIATES and needs to be counted as such in opiate related deaths.

when no one follows the rules… pts suffers ?

Hello Sir, 

 

I don’t know if you remember me, we spoke awhile back about someone whose was having issues getting her pain meds. You helped me navigate things and in the end we got her what she needed. Thank you again for your time with that. Since then I have been doing my best to advocate for Kratom as well as pain patients and today I’m sad to say that the war on chronic pain sufferers has his a new low. I’m docimenting this horrific journey with video and pictures, so there will be more. However I wanted to share with you as I’m seeing it more and more. 

 

Laying on my couch right now is my dear friend Nikki. She introduced me to Kratom years ago, I owe my life to her as the path she set me on was what prompted me to stop taking 17 medications and go the alternative route. She is a fierce fighter who was dx with breast cancer three years ago. For many that can be a death sentance as you know. Not for Nikki, see she didn’t have time for any of that. She opted for a double mastectomy and chemo, followed by radiation. I watched in awe as this woman drove herself to her appointments, I watched as she got her chemo that she was allergic to, a team standing near in case the steroids and Benadryl weren’t enough. I watched her rock her wigs and never once, not one single time, let the thought she wasn’t going to make it cross her mind. If it did she refused to give it life. She is an inspiration and I remember watching her go through all of that and thinking I’d be lucky if I had even a fraction of her will and strength. At her lowest when she couldn’t make it to the bathroom, when she was void of all dignity, when those around her were at a loss for words. It was her who told us, it would be okay. Slowly but surely she recovered and for a year she did well. 

 

Then she started having stomach issues. 15 ER visits and almost two years later she got a dx of ILC it’s all over her stomach… she is down to a weight we would be concerned of if in a dog. She can no longer eat as her stomach violently seizes. Weekly we make trips to the ER to get fluid drained from her stomach. This time is different than the last, she is still fighting but this time, she needs help with her fight. If there is a chance for her, she needs all the help she can get, and yet instead of fighting for her life. My sweet friend is fighting for her right to Pain meds. 

 

Her refill date came and we made the call to her oncologist who sent it over to the pharmacy. However when we went to pick it up, she was given half of what she was previously being given. Her original scripts were for 10 fentanyl patches and 180 norco she was to wear a patch at all times and take the norco as needed up to 4 times a day. I can attest to the fact even at those doses I have sat by her as she screamed in pain, gasping for air, begging God to let it stop. Even for a moment. So it was quite horrifying when I called her oncologist to see why she had been cut back, and I was told it was not what the doctor wanted to do. She was being forced to cut all her patients down to a 90mg morphine or equiviant a day. I heard the pain in this doctors voice and I felt for her. She said the pressure to do this though not law, might as well be. Her frustration in with this situation was clear as she was quite candid about her feelings about being forced to do this. 

 

I’m not writing you for help this time Sir. I have finally learned enough that I knew the next steps and we have signed her up with hospice and found a pain management doctor willing to go through the steps to get authorization to give her more meds etc etc My reason for writing you is to share her story. One thing that has never changed during this ridiculous crackdown on rx Pain meds has been the statement that cancer patients are exempt from all these cutbacks. The general consensus is that only addicts are being cut back, pill mills shut down, but true chronic pain patients in the end will have their access and as far as cancer, they wouldn’t encounter ANY issues. This is simply not true. I did a poll in a Pain group and within 45 Minutes over 30 cancer patients had clicked the option that said “have medication cut in half” some clicked the option for having their meds STOPPED. 

 

The rage I feel right now is nothing I’ve ever felt before and as I record her, and document this horrifying journey for her in hopes this madness stops, all I can think of is standing in front of the powers that be with a video of her screaming while her body tightens ands her face turns red as she begs for relief. Justify this. No, matter where one stands in this fight, I dare anyone to argue that this is okay. That this is an acceptable side effect of this war. If Nikki were a dog she would get relief in fact a human could face legal ramifications if they allowed a dog to suffer the way she is suffering. I don’t  want to live in a world where this is unacceptable for animals but perfectly fine for humans. 

 

I’ve included a picture of Nikki with her permission. This is the face of someone who was supposed to be exempt from these new guidelines, this is her when the pain isn’t so bad. This is her reality and this is unacceptable. As time passes and we see more and more of this and the powers that be tell us that it’s all to address a greater problem. Please remember my friend. The only hope I can offer her at the moment is we won’t let her suffering be for nothing. 

 

Thank you for reading