Please don’t take my comment the wrong way I just meant that even though I have known it has pointless I have begged and pleaded non stop begging all day every day for help for this pain to go away even for the slightest relief and it only ever just continued to get worse. Worse that the most horrific torture any person could even begin to imagine with their darkest thoughts and no matter what I prayed for no matter that I have been willing to literally removed every limb of mine in the most slow and painful possible way if it would just calm this pain this horrific torture it did nothing but get worse no matter what I have been willing to give up or go through for it to even just be reduced slightly. It has destroyed everything in my life and everyone’s lives close to me which is pretty much no bodily. I have lost everything and everyone because of this so clearly there is no god of any kind or he hates me for some reason and wants me to go through the worst kind of hell anything or anyone could ever be put through…literally. And I have fought through it over and over every moment for the last 16 years and I’m just so tired I can’t do it another might I won’t do it and I just can’t a ever again. I’m sorry to the one or two people my death may affect I really am but I just can’t anymore I really am so so so sorry I’m so sorry I really am. If you need to hate me because of this that is ok whatever you need to do. I have done everything I can but its just become too much for any person to bear. I am so very sorry I truly am
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God Bless you! I am so sorry. Kolodny And Christie will rot in hell for all they have done to us!!!
My heart is breaking, people with intractable pain are out of their minds looking for relief from pain.
My heart breaks for you. I wish I had some words of wisdom that would help. Just know that someone cares!
Ditto ,,,there are people out here,,,who are just like you,,,who have fought their physical pain and all THE IDIOTS for 15,20 years,,and the last 4 years have been the worse,,,havn’t they?!!…WE DON’T WANT TO LOOSE ANOTHER,,WE DO CARE,AND WE ARE TRYING TO STOP THE GENOCIDE THIS GOVERNMENT HAS COMMITTED ONTO SOO MANY….I have no right answer to stop your physical pain,,none,,,All I can say too,,,is I understand fully,,,,your FORCED physical pain,,,i too have it,,along w/many,,,,,,I have witness thee worse cruelity this government has ever done in its history over the last 10 years,,,,,All I can say is we are;trying to stop it,,,,and I pray to god FOR YOU,, ITS NOT TOOO LATE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,??????????????,,
,Andrew kolodyn,,,,f—-u…this is 80 % your fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,,,Mary